;+｡★｡+;ﾟ☆Behind my smile is a story you'll never understand. ☆ﾟ;+｡★｡+;ﾟ

2012-02-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY <3

2011-12-31T11:58:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE 2011! HELLO 2012 !!!

Let the unhappiness remain at 2011,
for all the sadness and unwanted memories, let say Goodbye to them.
let bygone b bygone.
I'm Happy that bro end his probation, thou he couldn't join us
for the bkk trip in jan due to he gotta serve the nation but at least he got his freedom back,
He's now at genting with family enjoying his Os trip before he enlist ns.
Hope he enjoy himself.

2.0.1.2

First Day of 2012,
New year, New beginning , New resolution

For the year 2012
I hope that it's a smooth sailing one :)

Have a great year ahead everyone!
All the best and good luck!
xoxo.

2011-11-21T03:21:00.000-08:00

2011-11-10T10:04:00.000-08:00

11/11/11 - It won't happen again for another thousand of years so make it memorable.

不一样的感觉。

思考了好久，终于做了决定。

不管是对是错，我不能后悔。

希望这次是好的开始。

Hope for a better future.

2011-10-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

It's really been like running in a big circle.

But, We have finally arrived at the place we really want to be.

Suddenly all those feeling came back, don't know what words to describe.

Just wish that, both of us know how to cherish each another this time round,

wish that we can spend more time together to make up those days we've missed.

wish that i'm the only one in his heart, no other girl because he's the one i want to be with

now and forever don't wish to be separated again.

Dear boy, iloveyou. "Thank" is all i want to say.

2011-10-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

The Jelly Bird Event @ PowerHouse!

The First Launch in Singapore!
The Event was Great, met a lot of friend there. saw quite a lot of
familiar faces.

6 Different Flavors , tried all of them.
Tasty,nice,delicious!

2011-10-24T12:10:00.000-07:00

为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力.

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我,我以为头痛闭上眼就痊愈了,我只听你爱听的歌,我只做你的朋友.
我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口,我变了好多是否更靠近你呢.
等一个固执的如果,如果你懂我为什么就够了.
你别担心,我不怕一个人站在雨里.除了你我找不到能快乐的意义.
眼泪,带给你的压力太清晰.
我真的不是故意,不是故意让自己变得不再像自己.
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力,你却离我越来越远的距离.
直到我失去你

真的不是故意

I hope you realize my hard work, the effort i put in to be your good daughter.

2011-10-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Passion or Money ?

When it's one step closer to my "dream job" , i've chosen another path and walked

away from it.

Decided to choose another job with better offer, to step one step closer to my dream instead.

After the int on sat, stay back awhile to discuss this with my batchies xenn and qian hui.

They are really interested in this job thou the pay structure wasn't that good.

i told them my situation and they advice me n told me that i'm still young, why not giving it a try? After the 2 year contract i'm only 21 year old. so no harm trying.

Im Disappointed

i've told my bro about it, he said that if he were me he will take up the opportunity.

I respect my parent so i've decide to discuss this with them.

I'm sad that after that incident that time, my mum is still so...

i thought that she would be the best one to talk to about this, yet what she said was like

"why? why choose this job? you're a girl alone, someone you've change."

it was so hurtful to heard that, i thought that she will be happy to hear that, that i've got the job. i remember last time she even requested me to go f

or this job so that i could earn more.

I was asking for her suggestion, ended up she ask me stuff bout her SON!?

oh well, not gona say bout her if not someone gona bad mouth bout me again!

since you all don't wanna care, i will do the decision myself. so don't end up coming here

to ask this and that.

Don't come and tell me that i've change or whatever shit, ask yourself do you even care

about my feeling first.

Love

-To that guy-

You're my good example of learning to be a brave girl.

Every time when i'm down because of family matter, one thing that cheering me up was i

still have you by my side.

you taught me a lot, although you always didn't reply me when i share something with you.

I don't know what happened to us, but you're still the guy i impress of.

it's something that i don't know how to explain.

Thank you. you know who you are.

My Twinnie

2011-10-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

JNELT&LINDA <3

2011-10-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hi All,

Been staying up late recently, to do some research and some home work.

was preparing myself for interview this whole week. I'm taking down some important notes and guessing what type of question will they normally ask.

Met up with linda and sheena ytd. Met linda after my interview at kira.

We went to food paradise, had cake as our lunch, we're just like those Tai-Tai out to relax, sit down to yum-cha. haha!

we chat a lot , our life, our R/S , work and etc. Really sister! cos our life are almost the same. lol!

was quite shock that she's also single now, but hey hey she is unavailable, she've got "some-one-in-mind" already.

Yea, im officially single now, yes now! a lot of ppl have been asking me this question, believe or not im single. not intend to get into r.s for the time being. i just think that i shld give myself a break, im quite tired of it. tired of how a couple can be so sweet at the beginning and ended up like a stranger. how one person can treat you so good, and the next day u seem to be their enemy. wonder why he can say he love you but yet she's with another girl.

why can't ppl just cherish the good one? why must they hurt the one who's truthful to them?

And PLEASE! Don't continue to hurt them if u alr know u r NOT gona to cherish them/be with them. I HOPE you Know that KARMA is a BITCH so yea JUST WAIT & SEE!

i'm didn't mention names or like what ever so. im referring to those guy that i saw in club/pub, My girlfriend's friend. FYI guys, if u not gona to cherish her, treat her good. Other guy will!

she's not gona to be regret of letting go of this relationship, because someday she will live happily with another guy out there who love her, cherish her, treat her good.

watched "That Thing" with sheena and linda. i don't really understand the storyline, hope with meet up with them more often!

Shall stop here, time to continue my research!

Rest early peeps!

TaTa~ Oyasumi!

2011-10-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

Came back home early today to company my baby boy!

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2011-10-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

Here To Intro All of You This interesting product.

Anyone know what is this?

Look like an egg, with different type of color?

I've tried this last weekend,

come to my surprise it's a ice-cream!

with the flavors of

Vanilla Butter Scotch

Oh!berry

Yogurt Berry

Custard Apple

Apple Lemon

Fresh Chocolate

Durian

Mango

Banana

Here are some flavors i've seen, might been missing out some.

I've tried the Yogurt Berry,

it's nice and tasty , there's one outlet in singapore

it's at white sand , near the taxi stand.

can't wait to visit the outlet in bkk!

Next Post, jelly bird...

stay tune!

2011-10-12T11:56:00.000-07:00

Everything has gone to memories.

Did a shoot with greg @ the airport.

Love all the photos<3

nice working with him, thou plan didn't go smoothly this time

but i do enjoyed myself during the shoot.

Spending my time publishing my new blog design,

out to do some research for my new online shop.

had some shopping with bestie few days back, woo shiok max!

bought pretty pretty clothes, happy max:)

For the next free days gona prepare myself for the upcoming event.

jiayou jnelt!

2011-10-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday, Woke up early to prepared breakfast for bro,
No one is at home today, except xiaobai.
Had Photo-shoot ytd with greg, was not feeling well n due
to some personal issue, have to end the shoot early.
Today's shoot with steve is canceled, my eye was feeling irritated
by the lump inside :(

Staying home to try out some new design of cup-cake
and watch this Thai love story.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

It's a Very interesting show, handsome guy n pretty girl!

2011-10-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

Yup, it written After all tomorrow is another day.

Yup, Today im not in the good mood.
But well, 2.5 days to go. After that ima gona relax myself for awhile.
Someone said this to me, " you're only 19, shld live like how other "19" is doing now"
yup, gona relax for bout a week, i know it's short but my dream is to have my own cafe.
i'm gona work hard for it.

During my "holiday", i'm gona start testing out some new flavor.
Gona send out send <3

2011-09-27T06:58:00.000-07:00

Left bout a week, i'm going to end my journey with DBS.

I've tender, and submit my resignation letter.

So i'm gona be very free next week, till i found my part-time job.

i've decide and plan what to do during this "holiday week"

CUPCAKE!

Here are some design i wanna try.

i have been doing some research, and drawing some design.

Hopefully it turn out well.

will post pic and update all.

2011-09-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

Browsing through some video on youtube.

I found this video, by Hagen & Gesline.

It's Awesome, gesline sang very well. i like her voice :)

2011-09-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

SS501′s Kim Kyu Jong reveals MV teaser for “Turn Me On”

Tuesday, 20 September. Rainy day.

2011-09-19T21:26:00.001-07:00

its pouring heavily now, staying at indoor w cold weather. my eye is swollen n it feel like im down with fever.
I've decide and it's time to put down everything n have a good rest. with my current condition now i don't think I'm able to go oversea or out for outdoor event. i will take this time to do what i want that can b done at home.
To all my dearest babe, goodluck for all the upcoming event... jiayou :)

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2011-09-18T00:17:00.000-07:00

What's Behind The Curtain?

Saw this Mc bus with this adv printed on, it make me really curious what is it about.

So i went to the website, www.mcdwin.com

This is how it look likes when u enter the page,

and it appear enter your guess.

I key in "Mc duckie fried rice"

"Mc chicken rice"

Key trying, but still...

didn't get the correct ans.

Keep guessing, trying with diff ans.

and it show this magical ball and i thought i guess it correctly!

But...

Its say Lady Luck Is Smiling On You My Friend!

well, shall wait for 23 sep, for the surprise by Mc donald!

2011-09-17T12:32:00.000-07:00

2011-09-10T14:50:00.003-07:00

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2011-09-10T14:50:00.001-07:00

was at malaysia this few days,von came over to my place, with her help we manage go finish doing the surprise by today. thanks sweety. intend to cook instead of ordering mac . while cooking it remind me of those days se7en came over to my house for dinner, i really miss all of em so much. miss those days that we like are a family sitting down n eat tgt. guys meet up soon okay, before my last day.

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2011-09-10T14:40:00.003-07:00

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2011-09-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Pain Make People Change...

And Yea , She is no longer the one you thought she was.

Not that i don't care anymore, but to stop all these pain.

不在一樣了

结束了，但不用担心。

虽然是很伤心，不过路还是要走。

知道堅持下去也不會有結果。

2011-08-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

Marcus Tan, imissyou, imiss the old us.

Imisshim, thou i know i shouldn't

i miss those days he call me deardear,

i miss those days when he turn to me, and hold my hand.

i miss those days he do those funny action.

i miss those days when my phone rang, he called n sing me song.

i miss those days when i received text says "deardear, i book out alr"

i miss those days that he will take care of me when i am sick.

i miss those days we were at great world city playing game.

i miss those day we were tgt ,

i know you always think that i'm giving u attitude, but i'm not.

i'm just keeping quiet.

i know, u feel that i'm a boring person, but it's bcos i'm afraid that u will

find me irritating.

it's bcos of loving u too much that's y we ended up like this?

Marcus tan, im missing u alot .

2011-08-10T10:20:00.000-07:00

How Lovely you are.

2011-08-03T03:10:00.000-07:00

-COMPLICATED-

Why aren't you putting in effort ?
if i am important to you, then prove me!

2011-07-27T10:48:00.000-07:00

I need a break, need to relax my mind.

Goodbye all, im off to bkk!

2011-07-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for letting you go,
same thing that i've said to you,
you're the best i ever had!
Good luck and all the best,
Stay happy always, smile !

With love,
jnelt

2011-07-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

When I'm a "NOBODY"

The "family" that always in my mind.
it's all fill with "realistic, money, no trust & lie" now!
i was very disappointed. what she said to me, seriously make me feel
that what I'm working hard for, is stupid.
i thought as a family we should trust each other.
I know she wants to sort things out, but from the beginning till the end
she just want me to admit, whether it's me or not.
Do she know what she said really do hurt me a lot?
The one i respect and the one i thought i can always turn to when i need help,
now became someone that i don't know how to talk to.

Leading astray, theft , a bad girl , what else?

The more i being independent, the more your don't trust me.
so what you want ?
how you want me to talk to the person who
think that I'm a theft?
before you said all those word to me, did you first understand how would i feel?

From young, i learned to be strong.
depend on myself.
i know when i share my feeling with my mom, she wont reply me.
every time , when i share something funny with her / my working life
what i do today, what i am thinking.
she with either reply with a few words, or keep quiet.
but when it's my sis or my bro who talk to her, she will replied them!
so, this is why i thinking it's good to keep quiet or keep things to myself.
Problem occurs when i started to talk to them lesser , go out more often.
they started to think that i've join the wrong group of friend.
sometime, i'm really tired of my life, i feel that whatever i do.
they are not satisfy, not happy or even give bad comments.
it's hard to be parent's good girl. really hard.
and i don't know how to be their good girl anymore.
Daddy, mummy. i did my best & i hope your do know how to appreciate.
In a family, things are shared equally,
Happiness and concern too.
So i hope your do give me some concern too, though i am the middle one.

2011-07-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

有些事，我们总是弄不懂；
有些人，我们总是猜不透；
有些道，我们总是悟不尽；
有些理，我们总是想不通；
有些坎，我们总是跨不过；
...

有些伤，我们总是治不好；
有些天，我们总是睡不着；
有些地，我们总是去不了；
有些情，我们总是说不出；
有些爱，我们总是得不到~

2011-07-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

Love is Blind When Two Heart Bind.
Indeed very blind for me to see the truth in him.
I don't know what words should i use now to describe my feeling.
In this relationship, it blinded me till he took for granted my love,my devotion and presence.
May be it was his need for company when all his other friends were too busy for him.
May be from the start till now, he don't have the intention to cherish this relationship.

I thought after the first breakout, we will both learned from our mistake.
i thought that you'd show more care and concern.
And i always thought that loving someone is about appreciating his strengths and embracing his weaknesses.And i did that, i accepted all his negative traits.
Giving me the cold shoulders was the worst treatment i could bear. Every time waiting for
him to text me first, to know whether he still care bout me.
wait for his text to ask to meet, worried that he doesn't want to meet me.

it could be, deep in his heart, he knew i am a rare gem to keep. he knew that i don't mind this n that, that's why he will do things w.o concerning bout my feeling first. He found a love fool.
One who would keep the pain and truth to oherself so as to uphold his good image of a loving boyfriend..., one who wouldn't mind being misunderstood so as to protect him.
someone who would remind him of important dates, thing to do, appointment , bike practical booking. so that he would be on top of things and never missed anything out.
one who would chip in money to help him tide over his financial crisis.
one who would wait on him, get his water, get his phone , help him with his stuff. just so he could relax, feel loved and pampered and feel comfortable.
one who would clean up his mess and takecare of him whenever he got drunk.
one who would always has his interest before hers, even if it meant a whole lots of disadvantage and difficulty on her side.
one who wouldn't mind getting hurt as long as his well-being is take good care of.
one who would pretend that everything is perfectly fine just to make him happy.
one who would worry when he's not back home , when he's not replying to my messages.
one who would always understand and forgive his actions and behavior.
one who don't mind that he went drinking with his friend and left her alone at home.
one who would give in and apologize first in order to end a fight, one who will get
him what he want to feel love.
one who can withstand his cold treatment, which could last for a days or even a week.
one who always be there, 24/7 on standby just for him without complain.
i thought love was being truthful, trustful and faithful to one another?
i thought love was doing your best and giving your all for the one you love just to make him happy and blissful?

The day when he she appear, thing at neverland. That's when my eyes slowly opened to the truth and reality i was supposed to see.
if only then i hadn't been so stubborn, to look at things as it was and accept it.
i keep telling myself you wont do this, you wont do that to me.
you wont hurt me, im the one you love.
but, what had happened really hurt me a lot.
i should have bid him goodbye when he cheated on me, an obvious sign that even the blind could see.
Words and thoughts didn't matter to me anymore because i've given up all i had just to stay by his side. that was how deep i loved him.
you couldn't find a much blinder fool than me, having removed a blindfold, there was yet another to be removed.

With no status, we do still meet up.
knowing that in his heart i am no longer the one he love, but this the only
way to meet him.
i no longer knew what to think, what to believe. it hurts badly to be treated this way

Today, i told myself, think before you made the decision.
till now, i finally realize im not the one you love,
i can tell that u really love her a lot, so stop being playful settle down and
last long with her! treat her nice don't hurt anyone!
Goodbye, i won't miss you anymore , remember must stay happy and take good care of yourself!
Though sadness lingers as previous, but what i can do now is set u free.
As long as u're happy, being tgt with u is no longer matter to me.
Time will heal all wounds.

Sincerely - The girls who love you a lot.

2011-07-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

A Brave and Lovely Husband.

In love with this song - What Are Words

Chris Medina.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

If only i've sucha a good bf, i don't mind getting married before the age of 28.
Was searching for his video, i cried after watching.
His gf - She is really pretty, i felt very sad for her, why? why she met an accident, if not they are living happily now.
:'(
God, im making a wish , be with those who need you, please. Amen!

2011-06-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

Sometime i wonder why, why is it that human don't appreciate what

they have. Why is it that they don't cherish the good one?

Why they always blame the wrong one?

i was really angry and upset with my new colleague.

yes, i understand that she worked in this company before and that was

one year ago. she's not a fast learner and because of some of the politic issues,

she join the malay group that are having some issues with us (the chinese).

I realize that she have attitude problem where by she is lazy to work.

she expect me to sit down beside her to guide her the whole day,but i've my own work

to do, back log to clear. how would i have the time to guide her the whole day?

okay, im ok with it, if it's the first week.

but it's alr the 3rd week, she still not sure how to do our daily batch list.

so how to pass the hangover list to her by this month?

there was once she said that me and my colleague(the admin team) are doing nothing.

she felt that she was the only one who's working.

that was really ridiculous, our work is 3 time more than her,

we even need to stay for ot to clear our work, and today she yelled at me.

she said, "can you don't ask the agent to pass me so much submission? do u know that's alot

and i have to stay back to clear? "

c'mon im not the one who ask them to submit, it's their job it's by their daily

lead, im not the one who give them the amount of submission.

and this is my job to teach u how to do,my job to collect from them and pass it to you after sorting out all the files.

she ask me not to act bitchy in front of her. as she worked there for one year BEFORE.

well, just to let u know that, ur one year it's not the experience u collect.

the contract written one year, but u only work for the company for "ONE WEEK"

see the different? so how experience u can be?

apologize to me after u have insult me and everything? c'mon

sorry no cure! i feel that it's ur responsible to get ur work done.

u should come to me and ask if there's any other thing u've to do instead

of sitting down at ur place and wait for us.

You if sincerely wants to apologize, u won't use those kind of words like

" i will try not to judge u next time"

fucking joke can?

i don't need you to judge me/your comment.

look at yourself, u've no right to judge me.

before judging me, look at yourself first, tyvm!

May be, that group of "MIM" told her something bad about us that's why she

keep giving us attitude.

do she know that i am the one who's teaching her, she talk so much crap behind us

i still keep quiet, ignore it take it as nth happened.

and i really don't know why the fuck she do this.

m really disappointed with her and i don't feel like talking to her anymore.

one time n it's enough, she yelled at me in front of so many ppl.

After all this embarrassment then come and smile smile laugh laugh say sorry,

u think im a crown?

fuck off!

2011-06-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

Dear god, if i can't get what i want, then let me want what i have.
days without you, been telling myself... not to think too much.
time will heal.
it's ur choice to leave, no matter how much i cry. The fact won't change.
Maybe what i've to do now is to focus on my life here.
i've start to use the transport here, thou it's a little diff.
They don't have exact station to stop at, you have call the driver and ask him to stop
when it reach ur destination.
sometime,i don't dare to take a short nap/i will set alarm clock.
-I try not to admit it to anyone that i still feel this way.
Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day.I miss you..
how you used to be.. and what we used to be together.

2011-06-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

有时候，这个世界很大很大，大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见。
有时候，这个世界又很小很小，小到一抬头就看见了你的笑脸。
所以，在遇见时，请一定要感激；相爱时，请一定要珍惜；转身时
请一定要优雅；挥别时，请一定要微笑；因为一转身，可能一辈子也不会再相见了！

2011-06-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

I guess , i am alright.

2011-06-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

It takes a lifetime to forget the one you love with all your heart no matter if you're near or far apart.

Its been a week plus, and im still not use to it.Everyday still wondering why, why thing become like this.

have you ever think of what we've went through?

i hope you understand why i will ask u that question that day, and it's not that

there's no trust, at that point of time of cos as a gf, i will feel angry.

put yourself in my shoes, if it's you will too. it's like how you scolded "fuck-off" that time.

rmb? , when i did nth wrong, but now?

instead of question you immediately, i went down,give u a chance to explain but u didn't.

mayb u don't give a fuck at all.

*I want the truth even if it hurts me...

2011-06-07T06:26:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to be your own hero.

Because the people you can't live without can live without you.

Think bout it, mayb what u said was right.

but it's not bcos i don't trust you, it's bcos u've no trust in me anymore.

be it whether it's bcos of trust or you c.o.h ,

you know very well, in my heart i still care.

2011-06-06T07:44:00.000-07:00

白羊座

白羊座的爱是宫廷式的爱，而穿戴著闪亮盔甲的骑士是不会吝啬或不认真地爱一个人的。然而他们所爱的通常是那华丽的理想，而不是那位可能有些激动且讨厌地坐在那儿旁观著骑士们为了她而展开的竞技之实体的公主。

　　对白羊座而言，爱的乐趣泰半来自於追求的过程。对许多白羊座的人来说，爱就是追求，而不是到达终点或获得芳心。一旦他们得到了猎物，要不就是吃掉它要不就是做成标本挂在墙上。从获得成功的那一刻起，捕猎的过程就已结束。

　　有些白羊座的人其亲密关系的模式与上述极相近。这就是为什么在面对白羊座的追求时，最好表现出有些不情愿的原因。你必须知道如何来玩这场游戏。宫廷式的爱是人类情感模式中显著、制式化的一种——年轻、英俊的骑士总是爱上难及、难得的贵妇，白羊座的人常爱慕、崇拜著他们无法拥有的。他为她写诗、画画、吟唱一曲以赢得她从窗台所出的玫瑰。他憔悴、哀痛并遥望著月亮，花许多时间在林间徘徊，以一种悲愁柔情的姿态。他为她而战，并愿意为她奉献自己的生命。最後，如愿所偿地，他拥有了她。但你从未听闻过，公主与王子後来是如何生活的。

　　这并不是说，白羊座的人无法忠贞於伴侣或维持一段长久的关系。这只是说明了，如果一段关系从不改变或提供挑战与冲突的话，他可能就会有所动摇。乍看之下，这个阳刚味的星座想要的是一个被动、柔顺、意志力薄弱的伴侣。不是这样的，虽然演变成这种局面的可能性很高。当白羊座的人发现一段他们无法全然主导的关系时，他们会紧黏著不放。

　　白羊座就像另两个火象星座——狮子以及射手座一样，是天生的浪漫主义者。平凡的爱无法吸引他们。就好比围坐在火堆旁烤鱼，除非那火堆是他们被困在积雪的山里三天後才拥有的火堆，除非那鱼是他们历尽千辛万苦才捕得的，否则这样的活动一点意思也没有。只要事情落入俗套了，白羊座的人——无论男或女，便开始打呵欠了。然而要不断地提供你白羊座的伴侣刺激及乐趣似乎是不太可能的。事实上，你无须亲自提供这样的刺激。你只要注意别在心理或身理上太顺从他即可。也就是说，你得拥有你自个儿的生活及兴趣，做你自己，如此一来他或她就不会觉得你是全然属於他∕她的。

　　不管如何，白羊座的你将不会感到厌倦。除非你的白羊座性格受压抑，将所有能量及动力藏在内里并且用来与自己抗争。否则白羊座的人是永远也不会对人生感到厌倦的。即使是受过伤、内向性的白羊座，即使是患有精神病的，其情亦然。如果你想要一个冷静、平和、知足的伴侣，那么离白羊座远一点。他的本分就是不满於现状，挑战现状。金牛座或巨蟹座可能会比较适合你一些。否则你可能会被火烧伤。

2011-06-02T06:43:00.000-07:00

Too tired to explain, too tired to think anymore.

i don't know why it ended up like this, blame no one but myself.

not being good enough, i am sorry.

wish that , that new one can bring happiness.

stay happy.

2011-05-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

My precious baby! xiao bai!

brought him to mount pleasant for his 3rd vaccinate ytd morning.

surprisingly he didn't bark! good job!

The vet help him do his ear cleaning, i was shock that it's damn dirty

even thou i had bring him for grooming few days back? yep.

2011-05-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

How's everyone doing?

Due to the super bad weather, im down w fever+sore throat+gastric flu.

Baby is sick too :( when i saw him coughing, really heartpain sia.

can't company him, don't think i've the strength to walk out of this house.

the worst thing is that, i've to work tmr :(

Little Paw Paw

2011-04-14T07:59:00.001-07:00

Little paw paw, lets little paw paw give your pets a good new-look!

harvest bag for your puppy, how cool was that!

See this cute little poodle with cute heart-shape wings bag!

Ready for a great shop!

And Stich costume for party!

aww- that's sweet and awesome.

Go : http://little-pawpaw.blogspot.com/

For more choices.

Tears are words the heart cant say.

2011-04-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Tears are words the heart cant say.

I miss you.. how you used to be.. and what we used to be together.

U still choose to ignore me and believed what ur friend had said.

it really disappoint me, upset and it really hurts.

no matter u trust me/believes me onot, i've alr told u that who im with.

you should at least have the basic trust in me, after i've done everything for you,

but ended up what i get? a "fuck off" from you

Baby, it's the first time u said this to me and it pain me so much,

some more u said it twice.

Don't ever doubt your trust in me, i give you my heart so honestly.

u can continued to hate me, ignore me. what i want you to know is that,

i love you wholeheartedly, and there's nth i can lie to you.

if you think that being apart is a better way for you, i will respect you thou this is not what i wanted. Because love mean to see the one you love happy.

If being together with me, doesn't make u feel happy at all.

i rather fuck off, so at least u will feel happier.

A guy i love so much, doesn't seem to care bout my feeling anymore.

it seem that, i am no longer important to him.

But i've to thanks god that i once had him, him to love me, being together with him

and have the chance to hold his hand.

thanks that we had share the joy and laugher together.

Wanting you happy was always more important than wanting you,

My boy, stay happy take-care of yourself.

I love you, not just for now, but for always.

2011-04-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all.

You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

2011-04-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

Looking for cheap portable charger?

Go www.princesslicious.com

They are sell it @ only $13 !

E.tan photography

2011-04-10T01:20:00.001-07:00

Beauty-shot, thou we didn't get the effect we wanted,

but it still turn out well , know why?

got we've a good photographer! haha!

Edmund Tan!

for more info pls visit http://etanphotography.com

Actually i wanted to have something like this,

but the make up we use are not dark enough.

It's raining heavily now, another day w.o you.

our text become lesser n lesser.

you are so busy, you've kept me waiting.

really wish to have more time with you.

2011-04-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

Went for skins consultation ytd,

it's really a bad outbreak, everymorning look into

the mirror hope that it will recover soon! asap pls! :(

i want to look pretty!

All I want is someone who will stay no matter how hard it is to be with me. ♥

2011-04-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

Started in a new environment 2 weeks ago.

it's still green to me, a lot more to improve.

All the birthday celebration was over,enjoyed myself.

Thou it was a simple celebration this year, but i really

appreciate those that had wishes me.

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I will always stay by your side.

Haven't meet him for bout 3 weeks alr!

imisshim so much, i miss his hug and really hope that he's with me now.

Hope that he's here to hug me to sleep.

i know i should understand that he is in ns now.

but i've a lot of thought in mind wild thoughts

and i know i should trust you and stop being so paranoid.

may be i should stop what i am thinking. whether it's good or bad,

right or wrong choices.

baby, i love you and it's all that i can say.

hopefully i can see you soon, real soon!

2011-04-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!

I enjoyed my birthday celebration with my Family & beloved friend.

Had a celebration night started with our dinner at fish market, follow by cake session at

clark quay, after that we went to hooters for drinks and some side kick.

Thanks nicholas,yvonne toh,hanwei,clement,guowei,weixuan,limyan & ronald

for the wonderful night! <3

Had dinner at pu tien with family, thanks your for the ang bao and present!

thanks my lovely daddy for the sweet msg and the pu tien treat!

Thanks guys, for the birthday wishes!

Thanks God, for this 19 year and thanks for being there for me.

iloveyou god!

sincerely jnelt <3

2011-03-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

Bday in bout a week times, this week schedule is gng fully booked!

had a great time with edmund, eric , linda and john ytd.

Thanks for the bday surprise :)

love you guys!

2011-03-17T11:15:00.000-07:00

Am feeling too emotional these few days,

feeling insecure, started to feel that friends around seem to change to

someone that they said they will nv be.

Thing change, ppl change.

-hope that this year we are back as a group, really hope to see all of u on that day.

2011-03-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

Took this pic before he book in, in his new hairstyle.

CHICKEN LITTLE HEAD! haha

-My last week of holiday, will start work from next week onwards.

As usual, can only meet my dear once a week. on weekend.

Been staying home this few days, Feeling lazy to go out,

so asked yvonne to come over to my place or meet at void deck to chit chat.

She came over to my place ytd night to help me with my hair, re-bonding!

After that i help her with the perm, cool uh! do all this during midnight,

she stay over at my place, both of us squeeze on the same bed lol! and when she wake me up said that she going to bath, i was blur at that moment and wonder why is she here, hahaha.

Help her to perm her hair again before she went to meet her friends at compass,

sweet uh? like 2 good sister stay tgt, help each other with stuff. h2h talk before sleep.

Good uh, how i wish i have this good routine with my sis too, stay close and talk bout daily stuff.

Dad bought me ramly burger for lunch, loves!

love ramly burger.

met up with claudia&co, went kbox instead of prawn fishing at bishan.

i understand how she feel, but i hope she can stay strong and endure.

cheer up babe!

2011-03-09T22:28:00.000-08:00

Two of my fav pic from greg!

nice working with him, enjoying playing with the low key.

2011-02-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

A simple life, to me is enough.

As long as i got enough money to spend, with my family and love one around me.

My family and love one is happy, healthy, stress free.

im satisfy with life!

2011-02-15T00:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY <3<3<3

We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another.

My Valentine, i enjoyed my valentine day with my MAN! LOL!

Thanks my deardear for the valentine days gift, and spending your day

with me<3,>

ILOVEYOU!

2011-02-02T02:45:00.000-08:00

I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you, each and every day

2011-02-01T23:34:00.000-08:00

Wishing all a great Lunar New Year:):):)

Goodbye jan and hello to feb!

The 2nd month of 2011, and it's new year eve today!

i love lunar new year because i get to meet up with relative that only meet once a year.

I love the month of feb, because daddy's and wify's birthday falls on feb!

Get to celebrate with my love one on their speacial day:)

新年最希望的是吃多少都吃不肥!
看到那么多美食，当然二话不说就想要一口咬下去!

新的一年，我祝福大家新年快乐，心想事成。恭喜恭喜!

2011-01-30T07:42:00.000-08:00

My Saturday at P.h, my weekend w.o you.

I thought that we are still friend,but it seem that...u refuse to.

Had a great night at ph with Donald,justin,derrick.

This is my new hairstyle, not much diff, but i look like....

Thanks to the girl @ chpt 2 uh! didn't ask me and make her own decision.

well, hair will still grow, cny coming, time for a haircut.

End of OB module, done w my assignment.

saying goodbye my classmate.

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2011-01-26T07:26:00.000-08:00

Let me stay happy, smile happily everyday.

2011-01-21T09:49:00.000-08:00

Forever means forever no mather what happens.

2011-01-18T13:42:00.000-08:00

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

i'm too used to how it used to be, and now...

maybe to u, it was just a game

but do you know it hurt so bad? and do you know it might

take very long to heal?

you won't know, until the day u really hurt by the one you really love.

-My dear, dai suki daiyo.

2011-01-16T00:27:00.000-08:00

2011-01-15T22:55:00.000-08:00

Dear new girlfriend/future girlfriend,

Everything had comes to an end. Even though it pains me, I need to tell you this. Treat him okay. He always acts tough around his friends. But its just an act. He is a really nice guy. Laugh at all his jokes, even when they aren't exactly funny. Laugh at them, because it makes him happy. Watch quietly when he gets mad, and hug him tight. He gets insecure sometimes, tell him that he looks okay even with botak head and crumpled clothes. Buy him his favorite chocolate(milk chocolate) to cheer him up of his tiring ns life.Always rmb to remind him not to fight with others, when he fall sick remind him to eat his medicine on time. Never be the one to let go of his hugs first,Always hold his hand when he reaches for yours. Although I didn’t get to hold his hand often,but I am really happy when we are tgt. Cherish the time when u both are tgt, show more concern to him, And do realize you have a great guy when you're dating him. Because he's one of the best I ever had.

Sincerely, his ex-girlfriend.

2011-01-14T23:10:00.000-08:00

It's Saturday , Alone at home.

2011-01-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

I’m feeling tired today,Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone,my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different the forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishesI think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair.Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices,You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child ,The meaning of mom’s silent prayers.

What will i do, yet my heart is small can I do better without holding mother’s hand

but mom...
I’m afraid that it will still lack

I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

with love,

jnelt

The sunday as usual

2011-01-09T08:13:00.000-08:00

The marathon lol ! Friday night friends came over for mahjong , all of us ton till sat morning and went to marcus & han wei pop. It's like "finally !!!" they pop. haha!

After their pop had lunch at bugis, back home for a short nap n meeting up with martin for starbucks while waiting for felix. so sat night we went to watch " who r u " @ nexx.

My " As usual " sunday , had my morning breakfast at hougang green. After my breakfast daddy send me down to simlim to repair my laptop. The road jam at bugis is horrible! Those idiot driver should retake their license again!

Had my dinner at aunt's place , went home early to rest. when i wake up at ard 11 i saw ben's miss call ! "can u make it for mahjong at 2am" LOL! naise!

- 3 more days to go , endure! :(

2011-01-07T10:04:00.000-08:00

The first weekend of jan and the year of 2011.

So far so good, hope you guys enjoyed you weekend :)

Saying GOODBYE to 2010 and Hi to 2011

2010-12-30T22:59:00.000-08:00

Two Thousand Elven! 2011

The Elven- 11 that make it sound like 11.11.

so i wish that 11:11 is true.

Goodbye 2010 - the past , the sad past , all the ugly past.

saying hi to a new 2011 , hope that this year would be a better year for me for us for everyone.

i pray to god that this year will be a year with full of laughter and happiness.

no more sad story, no more tears.

Happy 2011! cheers :D

2010-12-27T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hi, finally i got time to touch my laptop and this time round im using my new sweetheart! MACBOOK!

Merry Christmas to everyone.

December - it suppose to be a very fun and enjoyable mth, but this year it seem to be ... a tough and hardest month.

Family pro n stuff.

our beloved aunt left us last week:(

till now i still can't accept that she had actually left us, everything happened too sudden.

2010-12-14T22:57:00.000-08:00

10 days to Christmas, no mood totally no mood!
a lot of bad news and somewhat tired of life.
i wants to spend my Christmas happily with my love one.
2010 is coming to an end. i hope 2011 will be better.
peace pls!

im sorry that I've not post all the ads yet, it's a busy and tiring month.
hope u all understand, thanks!
will do so after Christmas.

2010-12-08T03:09:00.001-08:00

2nd week of dec.
jingle bell jingle bell......
i heard all the ring ring ring music, n i love it.
waiting for xmas eve, genting trip with babe and the most important is this fri.

catch the movie- hello stranger with janice. omfg it's damn funny la.
i dont mind watching it again.

2010-12-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

READY FOR CHRISTMAS?

what have u got for Christmas?

i reserve for this pair of chio heels.

hope it's not out of stock yet.

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2010-11-30T10:19:00.000-08:00

singing "merry merry xmas" now!

excited! looking forward!

i love xmas~eve :D

2010-11-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hello, im packing my luggage now.
saying bye to sg soon! it's gona be a "I don't want to go" trip.
kind of sad now!

2010-11-15T10:24:00.000-08:00

2010-11-13T08:25:00.000-08:00

Happening month!

Hi, How's everyone doing?

A quick decision to walk out of halo shop with my new baby, gelaxy.

Thought of getting iphone4 at first, but i also got my iphone 3g. so i feel that, nth new to play with, so daddy n i decide to get gelaxy instead of iphone 4.

i will wait for iphone 5! lol.

Advance xmas gift,

To forget something u don't wish to recall/remember.The best way is to
spend more time with friend or family.
make yourself more busy.
It's a tiring month for me, have to work in the morning,
and the working hours is kns! if i don't have any event at night, the earliest i will
reach home is 7.55pm! hell man!

ok, make it short, let talk about this week.
i went to Ecp with grace,bo & nigel.
steamboat for dinner.

Virgin trip to Neverland with Claudia&ben.
Omg, i love night life, but neverland!
why all the thai girl there so chio?
I stand beside them claudia say i look like thai!
wtf!

This month i spend money like water.
I spend a lot on cab fare, shopping! etc.

Haven't get this for xmas yet.
gona get it soon! von toh! soon ok!

2010-11-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

This is the BEST!

I'm in love with Ida offenhauser!

My two studio shoot they used ida offenhauser,

The texture is damn smooth, and their io moist is shiok!

I want to stay here!
The weather here is damn shiok!

Huihui here, posting jnelt draft.

2010-11-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

2010-11-02T22:47:00.001-07:00

I saw them, three of them are so young, and just found out that their age are in between 18-21.
I didn't saw the one in gold hair. The one who shouted "369".
I ask my mom, mom how come he look so innocent and I saw all his photo. He don't look like friend that will mix with "one of my cousin" . And why kena killed?
I know I'm asking stupid question lol.

2010-11-01T00:59:00.001-07:00

Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange.

Delayed, and 40 min to go.
Just Received Wify called, both of us keep telling each other that everything will be fine , but y do I have this strange feeling? Wify Shikaimas , promised.

2010-10-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

我哭了，当我看到他为他的女人付出了性命。
在他自杀的那一刹那我的眼泪掉了。
他死之前说"我要我爱的女人和他的女儿永远幸福快乐"
她是一个很坚强的女人，但却是表面的。
她所承受的不是每个女人做的到的。
他和她都很坚强，勇敢。
我希望他们的爱是永恒的。

2010-10-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

Roseate Love Where's mine? :(
@kat low, ning zhi da in sg !
go get 紫玫瑰 from him!!! if not i will go. hahaha!

2010-10-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

BEN&JERRY

Check out the new promo at

http://www.benjerry.com.sg/

2010-10-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

B.T.S

guess who is he?

girls out there, get ready to shout!

i'm excited, looking forward and nervous!

hope it's a fun trip!

2010-10-18T08:44:00.001-07:00

一点安全感也没有!

2010-10-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

chocolate, chocolate, chocolate.
thanks for the chocolato!

2010-10-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

又生病了:(

病人や:(

2010-10-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

2010-10-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GOD DADDY!

I MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU!

Do you still rmb us? me, yh,ky,kp,k-peng?

爱你的孩子们.

它们是可爱的大头娃娃!
在这种场合看到了，会觉得很可爱。
但。。。如果是在葬礼能?
哪些声音让我想起出兵的那天。心如刀割

到了九王爷节日，真的是人山人海。
竟然比新年牛车水的人潮还多!
好久没看到舞龙舞狮的表演! 看到那些小弟弟扛着舞龙让我感觉很敬佩!

2010-10-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA ! :D

SWENSEN'S ! yi chi ban!

私の祖母はこれを何であるか、私に尋ねた。煙を1つ得た理由は、彼女が言った？私はそれがアイスクリームだと思いました？

Birthday boy don't want birthday cake,

i said i ordered ice cream , 20 flavour!

he quickly chao!

MY FAV !!!

Nic ong, good enough? see the magic?

Last min decision to meet up with nic n von.
han wei is with us, but he don't want to take photo!
because he's watching soccer match!

2010-10-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

I miss my super bright light brown hair!

it's time to look for kelly lol!

may b next month or xmas! yeah!!!

merry merry xmas! i love xmas eve! :D

time to draw snowman! time to watch skylove!

Fly me to the moon let me play among the stars.

Let me see what spring is like On Jupiter and Mars .

2010-10-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

Who don't love surprise?

everyone loves, right?

my se7en always give me big surprise on my bday, and care for me , always be there for me when i need them.

my turn to return them

BIG SURPRISE !!!!!!!!!!

NICOLA PARIS ONGLA & WEI XUANNNNN

1.....

2...

3..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

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U-know, with nicola paris

i not gona put Y-na but Yunho!

cos i know nicola paris wanna look like him

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& here come the snsd with weixuan

it's his dream! lol .

wx ni hen tan xin, haha ppl only need one but u need NINE!

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It's nt my bday but d.h pic with my face there, look nicer!
with his fav E.L brand some more
생일 축하 형제

To nicccoola ong, touch right?

instead of you bringing kjj to my bday party, i make a big surprise for you.
so next yrs u beta bring kjj here okays? although he's coming tmr but i already bang the wall,so forget bout it. To make me happy bring him to my bday next yrs. arigato gozaimasu!

To Wx , got the Shiok feeling?

haha, they are coming sg too! and real soon!

saeng-il chugha!

hope u enjoyed ur bday, alright.

we'll meet up soon tgt as a group , se7en !

miss ya!

i'm sure u guys love me more after seeing your fav pic! haha!

sorry that we can't meet up for celebration , we will meet up during holiday or weekend ok?

lets meet up for yami yog and marche soon, we can go ice skate or Halloween night too

and i promise someone that i will buy him fried ice-cream x)

good luck guys for last sem exam ,4 GPA!

2010-10-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

The reason why online shopping can be good/bad.

It's more convenient to shop online, payment can be made by i-banking

or bank transfer, or you can make ur order first,

then meet up for payment.

The bad thing is when it's more convenient, we tend to shop more n order more!

shop like nobody business!!! but sometime it can be , the item we order is not what

we received, as in it's doesn't look exactly like the item we order.

Online shopping is the best thing to kill time!

when i visited only 1 blog shop, i selected 6 pair of shoes!

see! power right? ! ?

i love heels! so i don't mind buying more :)

Okays, readers pls give comment, which to buy ok? :)

Thanks & loves~

2010-10-05T05:45:00.000-07:00

2010-10-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

The white-red, Red-white.

Finally! i found this video :D

Happy belated birthday fengz, otanjoubi omedetou :)
watch this video okay?

odaiji ni ! oyasumi~

2010-10-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

The Lovely note... for reader's request.
it's from 我们是90后's , i love to read their short love story.

如果男生做到这些......他真的很爱你!

男生肯为你花钱，他不一定爱你！男生为你哭，他不一定爱你！男生为你去死，也不一定爱你…
但是如果>一个男生能做到以下这些，他真的很爱你!
当一个男生愿意在任何时间，任何地点弯下腰来为你系松了的鞋带 ;
当一个男生坏坏地抓着你的手绕着你的校园走了一圈又一圈，只是为了让所有人都知道你是他的女朋友，不要再打你的主意;
当一个男生每天二十四小时开机，只是为了不错过你的每一个电话，不让你在任何一个失落的瞬间感到孤单;
当一个男生每天早晨睁开眼就发短信说爱你，每晚睡觉前都不忘和你说晚安；当一个男生因为你受了苦而像一个小孩子一样号啕大哭;
当一个男生愿意为了你幸福而去拼搏，奋斗，愿意陪你去任何你像去的地方，做你任何想做的事情;

那么请你认认真真地去爱他，无论有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他。

※不要只因为你在这边受了委屈就对电话那边的他大喊大叫

※不要在他很忙时一遍遍打电话只为了告诉他你想他；不要和任何一个男生有超出朋友的交往，即使他看不到

※不要挂他电话，无论你多生气。让一个男生最气愤的是莫过于让他找不到自己的女朋友；不要骗他，永远不要

请不要对他说谎。如果他真的爱你，他可以原谅你所有的错误，却无法原谅你的谎言。爱情是两个人的事情。如果他不值得你爱，那么请放手，给你们每个人追求幸福的机会；如果他值得你爱，那么请用心去肯定他，爱他，关怀他，等待他！
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他说过，他会等我一辈子的。可是，他食言了。当我鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”

拒绝了他100次，第101次他拒绝了我

昨天，他拒绝我了。

一直以来，我以为他总会在我的身后跟随，不论我什么时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等我一辈子的。可是，他食言了。

我和他是大学时候的同学。我16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，我总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好。

我确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为我还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给我一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过我还是直截了当地拒绝他了。我说他不是我喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。

接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在我身边，关心我，呵护我，什么事情，在我要做之前他已经抢先帮我做了。可是我告诉他，他不是我喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到我同意的那一天。

大学毕业后，我们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连我的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？

5年的研究生一下子过去了，我也到了25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一幅邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，我还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。我直接了当地跟他说过我不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时我倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”

博士毕业后，我留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，我没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在我身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，我不用再喋喋不休地说，“我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。

很快我交了一个男朋友，他比我大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。

可是交往深入下去，我就发现了差距。我说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。我的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，我才记起那个总是微笑地站在我身后，什么事情都不用********他来。

从小我都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以我觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用我费神地表达，可是我错了。

苦闷中我迎来了我的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子我没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为我着急了。于是我开始了一轮一轮地相亲。

那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让我更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。

在副教授评审述职会上，突然我发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着我。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。

原他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在我们系，但是是一个学院。我还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。

他装修房子的时候我经常去他家给他参谋，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他给我端水，削水果，给我回答工作中的种种问题。

那一天，他房子装修完了，邀我去吃饭。只有我们两个人，晚上的灯光很美。我知道他要说什么，有点期待，又有点紧张。果然他说，房子有了，缺一个新娘。

我装作没有听懂，其实我是希望他继续四年前那样的直白，直截了当地说：这辈子我会让你知道我是对你最好的。但是他没有。他只是叹了一口气，什么也没有说。

送我下楼的时候，他竟然握了握我的手，很紧很紧的，握得我有些生疼。幸好他很快就放开了。然后招呼也没有打就走回去了。

以后的日子就忽然尴尬起来，他碰见我也只是淡淡的，点个头打个招呼。校车上也不和我坐一起。等车时也不和我说话。我的硕士生答辩时请他来当委员，他也推脱了。

终于我看见他和别的女孩子在一起，说说笑笑的，我心里确实酸酸的，莫名其妙的还有些愤怒。我最好的朋友劝我说，他大三开始追我，我就算倒过去追他一回又有什么？都要快三十岁的人了。

可是，当我鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”

我也听说过他交女朋友了，但是怎么可能这么快呢？从我十九岁到现在，这么多年的感情，难道他一下子忘记了吗？他不是说过等我一辈子的吗？

昨天晚上我哭了一晚上。这么多年来我从没有这么哭过。难道男人真的这么容易转移感情吗？真的吗？
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*;+｡★｡+;*ﾟ☆Behind my smile is a story you'll never understand. ☆ﾟ*;+｡★｡+;*ﾟ

My Twinnie

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

SS501′s Kim Kyu Jong reveals MV teaser for “Turn Me On”

Tuesday, 20 September. Rainy day.

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有些事，我们总是弄不懂；有些人，我们总是猜不透；有些道，我们总是悟不尽；有些理，我们总是想不通；有些坎，我们总是跨不过；...

有些伤，我们总是治不好；有些天，我们总是睡不着；有些地，我们总是去不了；有些情，我们总是说不出；有些爱，我们总是得不到~

Little Paw Paw

Tears are words the heart cant say.

E.tan photography

The sunday as usual

Saying GOODBYE to 2010 and Hi to 2011

;+｡★｡+;ﾟ☆Behind my smile is a story you'll never understand. ☆ﾟ;+｡★｡+;ﾟ

有些事，我们总是弄不懂；
有些人，我们总是猜不透；
有些道，我们总是悟不尽；
有些理，我们总是想不通；
有些坎，我们总是跨不过；
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有些伤，我们总是治不好；
有些天，我们总是睡不着；
有些地，我们总是去不了；
有些情，我们总是说不出；
有些爱，我们总是得不到~